Monday, July 18, 2011



Family is the best thing that had ever happened to me. I'm sure you all feel the same. if you don't you just miss something that valuable in this world. something that important to us. without them we are nothing. especially our mother and father. yes, I love my family super much. they made me who I am now. even though there is a time when they both mad at me because of my mistakes, I still love them and thanked them. I still remember when I was 7 years old, my dad had slapped me right on my face. and I wet my pants. I can't imagine how naughty I was before.

but then we're cool after a several years. my dad love to take us to a trip. like last week the whole family went to the i-city shah alam. although I'm at nilai, my dad still fetch me here. so I don't miss a thing. it has become a family tradition. but since I have already entered this university, maybe I don't have time to follow my family for holiday trip any more.

well if you guys have an issue with your family, you better get it done as soon as possible. you just have to remember that your family love you the most even your BF and GF can dump you but your family will not dump you. everyone has an issue. not only you. let's take a look at the family word. the last three letter is ILY which mean I love you.

Jaganlah kita marahkan keluarga kita sebab tak dapat apa yang kita inginkan. Janganlah kita lupakan keluarga kita bila sudah berjaya. Janganlah kita putuskan hubungan silaturahim antara keluarga. Tak kira lah baik atau buruk keluarga kita, mereka tetap family. keluarga lah tempat kita mengadu. Tempat kita berkasih sayang. Tempat kita gembira. Most valuable thing are family.

Friday, July 1, 2011

what do you think about failing?

assalamulaikum to all of you. it has been  18 years since I was born on December 1993. I went through all kind of experience. but the most precious event that I will never forget was failing. yes, failing in exam, failing in relationship with family or failing with life. how do you feel when you fail on something? it must be awful.  no one like failing. when we fail in something, we realize that we need to do something to stop us from failing.

for example when I fail in my exam, I will focus at the subject that I weak. after that, my mark started increased slowly. But, I'm not a brilliant student at school. I try my best till now. But may Allah prevent me from ri'aq because of knowledge. 

Then I started to think, Am I good enough to feel arrogant? how people think based on my attitude? how do I look in front of people? that's kind of question floating in my head. I feel like a jerk. or may be I am a jerk. I never really be grateful to ALLAH subahanallahtaala. maybe I said alhamdulillah with my mouth, but what about my heart. before I was here at IIUM, I had never feel like a muslim. maybe there were right about 'islam only on their name but not in their heart'. I was that kind of person before I came here. 

I think only now that I know how to be grateful to ALLAH in all my heart.